Thursday, September 25, 2008
ihatemydadihatemydadihatemydadihatemydadihatemydad.
i'd rather be an orphan and forget him.
bad-tempered,hot-headed,unreasonable and totally an asshole.
things i'd never wished for,
but thanks to him,
granted to me.
it sucks,being a mirror image.
i have no reason to appreciate him,like him.
so why bother loving him.
he's never done anything good for me,us, most importantly,himself.
i've been let down by him,countless times,due to his maturity and responsibility,or lack thereof.
those soccer boots,expensive whatnots and whathaveyous mean nothing to me,
for i meant nothing to him.
i hate him.and no matter how much i say that,it will never be enough.
i wish,i have a tumour in my brain or whatever,and i'm goin to die.
it won't solve any problems,
but at least i won't be seeing him where i'll be at.
so please,when talking to me.
don't ever say,
"like father,like son"
you won't know what happens next,to me,and you.
i'd rather be an orphan and forget him.
bad-tempered,hot-headed,unreasonable and totally an asshole.
things i'd never wished for,
but thanks to him,
granted to me.
it sucks,being a mirror image.
i have no reason to appreciate him,like him.
so why bother loving him.
he's never done anything good for me,us, most importantly,himself.
i've been let down by him,countless times,due to his maturity and responsibility,or lack thereof.
those soccer boots,expensive whatnots and whathaveyous mean nothing to me,
for i meant nothing to him.
i hate him.and no matter how much i say that,it will never be enough.
i wish,i have a tumour in my brain or whatever,and i'm goin to die.
it won't solve any problems,
but at least i won't be seeing him where i'll be at.
so please,when talking to me.
don't ever say,
"like father,like son"
you won't know what happens next,to me,and you.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:41 AM.