tuition today. ah,i hate the periodic table man.lunch at Banquet,yum yum.haha. $5 game at the shp,Burnout Legends.i'd rather buy than download illegally. :)haha.went experimentin with my fisheye2.oh,rosy came along too,haha.went triple D,then to Bugis,watched Step Up 2,very cheesy ending. then walked around Bugis Village,almost bought a cap.haha,on tuesday,i'm gonna collect my pictures taken with Shengyi's holga.i hope it turns out fine.hahaha.shall go sleep sooooon.
babe,free on tuesday?
half-priced,whaddya say?
tell me,
i miss you too.
my specially retarded bestfriend.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:00 AM.
late for accounts remedial.at least i understood like 60% of th work.and i completed all three questions!went Toa Payoh with Kieran,breakfast at Macs,met Emo S.(ahem ahem)haha.shan't elaborate.Forward to SNG fiesta.it was great fun man.many many eye-candies siol. like like erm,ok,shan't name them.walked around,invaded th school with Shengyi's Holga,yay!was with Kieran all the way,did stupid stuffs,as usual. Danced.Shouted our way thru the crowd.Tried selling coupons.Eye-candies.the graduated cheerleaders were alright,but very not-so synchronised(am i right?)then off to Far East,not.missed our stop,alighted at Red Hill,took 33 to Penin.Bought my FISHEYE2 at Ruby.hurray.yay!
pardon my stupidity.
but i can't do it.
i guess,i'll stick to
sneaking around,
trying to catch a glimpse of you.
even if it only lasts a split second.
cause
it'll be the best moment i ever had.
does this seem toooo obvious?
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:11 AM.
i don't know if i've posted this lyrics but here you go anyways."Take This To Heart"
Cause I'm a mess and you know that I can't help it The drive home never seemed this long before We're killing time just a little bit faster And I swear we'll make it But I can't tell you what I don't know (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) The simple things that make my heart go (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) But I can't tell you what I don't know You'll have to wait You'll have to wait Stay safe, stay strong And let me know that you'll be here while I am gone Because I'm coming home Coming home tonight Let's get this right I said I'm coming home Coming home tonight You said it hurts and you know that I believe you Searching every little thing to find a way To tell your heart just to wait a little longer I swear we'll make it But I can't tell you what I don't know (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) The simple things that make my heart go (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) But I can't tell you what I don't know You'll have to wait You'll have to wait Stay safe, stay strong And let me know that you'll be here while I am gone Because I'm coming home Coming home tonight Let's get this right I said I'm coming home Coming home tonight One more night And we'll go spinning around the room And dance with our hearts on fire Cause every song is ours tonight And if you love me so, I'm gonna tell the whole world That it's the greatest thing that happened to me I've finally found a good reason to come home Stay safe, stay strong And let me know that you'll be here while I am gone Because I'm coming home Coming home tonight Let's get this right I said I'm coming home Coming home tonight
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 4:10 AM.
resting at home.hehe.i'm unwell. damn,so many pills to swallow.ohwells.breakfast was a new experience for me.a young primary school kid was doing his math with his mother.he was a tiny weeny bit slow but his mom,goodness.she kept scolding and screaming at him just becausehe didn't know how to use his fingers to calculate.she took away his lunch money as punishment.so embarrassing,plus another student,a girl was doing her work under her mom's watchful eyes.this is crap,you know what i'm saying.you give your son one helluva of scolding before sending him off to school.he'll probably not have any mood to do work then.parents,if you're reading this,take it easy,kids,they're human too.just relax a little,with time they'll improve.scolding won't do any good,trust me.it didn't work on me that's for sure.children will always be children,fast or slow,clever or blur.ok,that was random.haha.might go out with my parents to get a PSP.woah.haha.yesterday,oh,thanks for th Hot Milo Ms Harwin.haha.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:04 PM.
i'm crying.for all things i've been told.all actions you have done.and the words that never meant anything to you.this would be(i hope) the last time,i cry over you.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:28 AM.
if it's gonna end,i hope this ends sooner than later.it's unbearable to see someone fade away slowly,but surely.i wish you'd just disappear into thin air,and we'll forget one another.your true colours couldn't have been revealed at a better time,i now know who you are.As easy as you got my attention and stole my heart,you threw it away,for a better guy who magically came into the picture and and effortlessly pulled you away from our love-hate relationship.now we know,love was never in the relationship. i don't know what i'm saying,and if it made sense,but it doesn't matter.It never did.But i bothered to,because,iloveher. But for how long?
p.s(my english is pretty much fucked up.i know)
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:57 AM.
stayed over at Renee's place with Imran,Thana and Rosy.watch Transformer, and did stuffs.I fell asleep first,oops.Game in the morning,street soccer for a few hours and then her place.left at 9-ish,woah.i have flag day in an hour and i'm still home,i don't wanna do.i have already accomplished hundred freaking hours leh...
nothing much to blog about actually.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:11 PM.
i've got fever.feverfeverfeverfeverfeverfeverfeverfeverfeverfever.i'm hot.seriously man,a temperature of 38.2.but oh no,it's dropping.it's alright,i'm still hotttt.won today,2-1/Got third.missed four chances.ten goals for south zone.gots to buck up and score more in the Nationals/show some love people.
after tht,dinner with Kieran,Mat,Pravin.
someting totally hilarious happened but cannot be elaborated lah.
Macs at serene centre,the Island Creamery.
hot girl!!
went our separate ways.
too tired.
bye,
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:09 AM.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
"Superman"
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd, but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed, but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away, away from me
It's all right, You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy, or anything
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me.
oh yes, i'm the best, yes yes yes! (:
hello i love you, undeniably
won't you love me too.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:21 PM.
And this is the last strawThe time is now I can finally seeThrough these walls that you builtThis is the hole you call the truthWe've had enough of these useless tiesWe've seen enough of what we could beThis has become something we've never believedSlowly but surely it'll take us all awayI remembered what you said to meEverything will be the same like it used to beNow I know what I mean to youIf I can't do everything that you want me toIf I knew the truth, then I wouldn't be hereAnd now that you've got, all that you always wantedThis place isn't what, you said to be so beautifulRunning away, nothing has been doneShattered dreams and broken heartsThe time has come to recover what we've lostThe time has come to take back what was oursJust like the words, we used to sayJust like the battles, we fought beforeJust like our bodies, and our soulsFade away, just like our memoriesFade away, just like our familiesOver and overWhen will we love, before it's too late?
sold my headphones for 35 bucks.
my creative earpiece for only 5.
my Jansport bag for twenty.
haha.
selling all these to clear debts,buy a freakin Fisheye1!(aiyo,so many posers lah nowadays.)and get meself a new Jansport bag.:):):)
first day of school wasn't so bad afterall.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:49 AM.
school trainin in the morning and COE in the afternoon.thunder thighs!haha.beep test in a few hours time,and friendly at 5pm.please come down and show your support for Handsome United.it wasn't my idea we had that name.anyways,pm at Sengkang Sec,anybody interested,please support.whatthhell.haha.i wanna a new camera.fisheye perhaps.ok,holga 35mm.just a new Lomo lah.anybody wanna buy for me.laughs,

Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:21 AM.
if i do get to play for COE North u-16,will Clement actually let me?beep test this saturday,and i dunno how will i reach 12.2it's just soccer,and photography.i'd take these two over studies,if i had a choice that is.oohwells.school trainin at 9,Friday prayers and COE trainin at 4.there goes my Friday.flashback to your birthday.that day changed everything about you and me,about us.events that led to your breakup,set people talking and asking,are we together?it was me,i was th reason you broke up wasn't it?after reading someone's blog,i realized,the sunrise we caught together,the bed we shared with two more asses,the 45mins we disappeared from th crowd,the tears i shed,and staying with you while everyone went to Holy Spirit.those events led to your breakup.i don't know if he saw my head on your shoulders,my arms around you,tryin to tickle you.i don't know,why i brought this up.right now,i feel bad.it was when you two were together,our hearts were closest.back to current situations.to miss iwishicouldputyournamehere.it's official,i'm crazy over you.
Don't stop, Don’t change, Stay beautiful One life, Today, You're irresistible Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful All this time is waiting for you Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:29 AM.
We made love by the ocean As the waves crashed around you Sunsets never were so bright And the skies never so blue You opened up into my arms And we laughed as I held you I'll never go back to Georgia Not at least till I have to
why is suddenly starting to know about Mayday Parade.
like even th M&M Congregation!
it's plain ridiculous.they gonna be sellout in no time this way.
it's been pouring,
wouldn't it be nice,
if we cuddle up,
i'd have you in my arms
as we enjoy th hot cocoa,
while watchin rewinds.
idon'tknowwhati'msaying.eitheri'mgoingcrazyoveryouoryoujustgotmewantingyou.
eitherway,i'dstillmeltatthesightofyou.:):):)
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:35 AM.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
been m.i.a for awhile now.here's a list of what i've gotten while i was gone,Adidas Trespasser watch,Lacoste Shakespeare 3,Black Adipure,Samsung T10 mp3 player,Vans Old Skool Sneakers,Creative Headphones thanks to loan from Ang.A Sofa Bed,New computer table and chair,Mirror,basically,a whole new room.hahaha.i dunno why i just posted all that. i must be really bored i guess.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:35 PM.
sorry i didn't take my chancessorry i scored only onesorry i missed the penalty during the shootoutsorry,i've let you guys down.
my apologies can't change the result,
but i'm sure it will spur us on as a better team in th Nationals.
the dream zonal finals,shattered.three years with the team,and not once have i won the Gold medal.it's alright guys,it's a new day now,a new light,as we look towards the Nationals.we're gonna be back,stronger and much more united than ever,aren't we guys?this is us,we are Gabrielites.and we'll show them who plays the better game.heads up guys,like Mr Foo said,it's not the end,but the end of the beginning.cause we still have the Nationals.and Clement's not dead yet,so wipe those tears away,and concentrate on the upcoming 3/4 placing,and obviously th Nationals.
Majulah Gabrielites!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:30 AM.
it's three plus in the morning and i'm wide awake.why?cause Manchester United is playing Lyon.and they're gonna win.okthankyou.karma proves it's existence,once again.it's beginning to suck balls.this sucks.big time.but there's nothing i can do,or say to make you stay.because i miss you,more than ever.and if this is retribution for what i've done,i'll accept it.just lemme know,that at the end of the day,you say,you'll stay.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:23 AM.
all it took was a gig,and i broke my fucking promise.59 days.only for that long.i'm sorry,i've disappoint you.i'm sorry,i broke my promise.got back some pictures at 6 and getting more later and Monday.well,money burnt.haha.out with Rosy the whole time,around Marina area only.caught Plain Sunset!bought their first album and a shirt. total money spent,32!well,Rosy provided ten.sent her home and i cabbed back,damn.got back around 12.45.haha.man,a whole lot of money spent today.& Gary and Ashton owes me two dollars each.haha.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 2:26 AM.