Sunday, February 17, 2008
my third post.
i was late for tuition.
went to the park opposite Amk library and took some pictures of pretty flowers.
took bus to yishun and then to vivo where i walked around,hopin for something nice,
eventually,only got one bleddy miserable picture of a seriously cute baby.
next was kallang,and i got lost.my help wasn't much of a help,but still she helped.
whatthhellamisayingman.
caught the sunset,one really sucky wakeboarder and a few couples.
stupid minah ferring spoilt my mood;dressed so innocently but in the arms of a guy,actiong all so intimately.
took i dunno how long to walk across the bridge.16 to city hall,my last $1.40 on Hello Panda,and bussss home.
finally,a day spent all alone,doin what i love and thinkin about life.
no disturbances except for my suicidal mind who threatened to take over my body and jump into kallang river with it.
here's what i wanna do.
wish and pray for a thousand dollars.
buy films and process the ones i have.
go to kallang with someone this time.
watch wakeboarders.
watch some dragon-boating competition.
do my stuuupid homework.
buy donuts,get high,go crazy.
not be stupid and
attempt to not kill myself.
or cut myself and smoke again.
yup.
because you could mess it up,
and rearrange.
like i was some Rubik's Cube
you bought from toys'r'us.
i was late for tuition.
went to the park opposite Amk library and took some pictures of pretty flowers.
took bus to yishun and then to vivo where i walked around,hopin for something nice,
eventually,only got one bleddy miserable picture of a seriously cute baby.
next was kallang,and i got lost.my help wasn't much of a help,but still she helped.
whatthhellamisayingman.
caught the sunset,one really sucky wakeboarder and a few couples.
stupid minah ferring spoilt my mood;dressed so innocently but in the arms of a guy,actiong all so intimately.
took i dunno how long to walk across the bridge.16 to city hall,my last $1.40 on Hello Panda,and bussss home.
finally,a day spent all alone,doin what i love and thinkin about life.
no disturbances except for my suicidal mind who threatened to take over my body and jump into kallang river with it.
here's what i wanna do.
wish and pray for a thousand dollars.
buy films and process the ones i have.
go to kallang with someone this time.
watch wakeboarders.
watch some dragon-boating competition.
do my stuuupid homework.
buy donuts,get high,go crazy.
not be stupid and
attempt to not kill myself.
or cut myself and smoke again.
yup.
because you could mess it up,
and rearrange.
like i was some Rubik's Cube
you bought from toys'r'us.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 9:16 PM.