Thursday, January 31, 2008
Math test turned out to be simple.
or so they said.
if only i'd stayed up abit longer.
oh wells.
i've got to take better pictures with Holga.
my hands are too shaky.
but at least one picture turned out alright.
:)
i'm waiting for the Fisheye pictures now.
next week yo.
and Imma get a VIVITAR!!
oh you stupid Debra.
thanks for lending me your Ipoood.
Have fun in camp.
I'll miss you,
and I know you'll miss me.
And i'm not DDG nor Cute.
but indeed Lovable and Smiley.
I know you'll miss that smile.
*wink wink*
haha.
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies.
or so they said.
if only i'd stayed up abit longer.
oh wells.
i've got to take better pictures with Holga.
my hands are too shaky.
but at least one picture turned out alright.
:)
i'm waiting for the Fisheye pictures now.
next week yo.
and Imma get a VIVITAR!!
oh you stupid Debra.
thanks for lending me your Ipoood.
Have fun in camp.
I'll miss you,
and I know you'll miss me.
And i'm not DDG nor Cute.
but indeed Lovable and Smiley.
I know you'll miss that smile.
*wink wink*
haha.
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:47 PM.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up, you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
What can you say?
You're gonna have good day
yesterday,29th January 08,Tuesday.
BOWLING!!!!
bowled with Chris,Keith and Gerwyn.
I'm no pro.
and getting strikes are fun.
alright,nothin much.
today,30th January 08,Wednesday.
first game!
vs Fairfield Methodist.
and we won!
3-1.
numbers 18,10 and 8 scored.
that means,Pravin,ME! and Mat.
Mat and me,striking partners.
WARNING!WE ARE VERY LETHAL.
Not to mention,good-lookin too.
oh wait,that's Mat only.
haha.
that's it,
maybe I'm not gonna give my number anymore.
girls asking for number,that kinda freaks me out.
oh well.
hello you,
i've got so many things to say to you.
well,to be frank,i miss you.
How have you been?
lips move with unspoken words.
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
If you give it up, you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
What can you say?
You're gonna have good day
yesterday,29th January 08,Tuesday.
BOWLING!!!!
bowled with Chris,Keith and Gerwyn.
I'm no pro.
and getting strikes are fun.
alright,nothin much.
today,30th January 08,Wednesday.
first game!
vs Fairfield Methodist.
and we won!
3-1.
numbers 18,10 and 8 scored.
that means,Pravin,ME! and Mat.
Mat and me,striking partners.
WARNING!WE ARE VERY LETHAL.
Not to mention,good-lookin too.
oh wait,that's Mat only.
haha.
that's it,
maybe I'm not gonna give my number anymore.
girls asking for number,that kinda freaks me out.
oh well.
hello you,
i've got so many things to say to you.
well,to be frank,i miss you.
How have you been?
lips move with unspoken words.
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:22 PM.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
She laughs at my dreams,
but I dream about her laughter.
Strange as it seems,
she's the one I'm after.
Today,Debra's,Euge's,Igi's,Jerome's and I don't know who's Confi.
Late,thanks Thana.
Seven stalks of white roses for Debra?!
ok,I'm crazy.
Dinner at Fish&Co.
which Thana,JT and me didn't eat.
Ate at P.S BK instead.
Camwhoring with a Holga and Fisheye is no good Renee!
don't spoil the cameras.
JANSPORT JIWE BEB!
haha.
Screw Eastpak!
The way she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head
but I dream about her laughter.
Strange as it seems,
she's the one I'm after.
Today,Debra's,Euge's,Igi's,Jerome's and I don't know who's Confi.
Late,thanks Thana.
Seven stalks of white roses for Debra?!
ok,I'm crazy.
Dinner at Fish&Co.
which Thana,JT and me didn't eat.
Ate at P.S BK instead.
Camwhoring with a Holga and Fisheye is no good Renee!
don't spoil the cameras.
JANSPORT JIWE BEB!
haha.
Screw Eastpak!
The way she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:24 PM.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
And don't you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it's putting up the fight.
And I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright.
Don't you see?
I'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me.
If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone.
i miss you,
more than ever.
it's like,
you're playin mind games with me.
and you're hopin,
that i'll give up.
you know i won't.
so pour it all out.
tell me what you really feel.
even if it's gonna hurt me.
cause,
even so,
at least you're honest.
about your feelings.
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
And don't you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it's putting up the fight.
And I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright.
Don't you see?
I'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me.
If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone.
i miss you,
more than ever.
it's like,
you're playin mind games with me.
and you're hopin,
that i'll give up.
you know i won't.
so pour it all out.
tell me what you really feel.
even if it's gonna hurt me.
cause,
even so,
at least you're honest.
about your feelings.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:53 AM.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Stay close,Don't go.
Yes you.
please?
Yes you.
please?
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:18 AM.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Don't rely on me.
Like i've said,
I'm not the guy you wanna fall in love with.
You'll probably be wondering.
Who is it that i like.
but it's so obvious,
cause i'm only shy when she's around.
I begin to shiver,
I get goosebumps(somehow)
& I'll act all retarded.
Oh wait,on second thought,
I always do.
Ah,you get the point.
Lips moved,
but she couldn't hear a single word.
Forced a smile,
even when I'm really hurt.
Said I loved her,
but she said,"You're a flirt."
Maybe you were right.
Love is indeed a big word.
Lets not use that then.
But I know,
I like you.
you can wonder,
whom this is for.
but if you know me well enough,
it shouldn't be that hard.
Danial Afiq has gotten the number TEN jersey!
yay!
Like i've said,
I'm not the guy you wanna fall in love with.
You'll probably be wondering.
Who is it that i like.
but it's so obvious,
cause i'm only shy when she's around.
I begin to shiver,
I get goosebumps(somehow)
& I'll act all retarded.
Oh wait,on second thought,
I always do.
Ah,you get the point.
Lips moved,
but she couldn't hear a single word.
Forced a smile,
even when I'm really hurt.
Said I loved her,
but she said,"You're a flirt."
Maybe you were right.
Love is indeed a big word.
Lets not use that then.
But I know,
I like you.
you can wonder,
whom this is for.
but if you know me well enough,
it shouldn't be that hard.
Danial Afiq has gotten the number TEN jersey!
yay!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:45 PM.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I procrastinated.
I speculated.
I was wrong,happy?
Just leave.
Even if i'd ask you now
and the answer was yes.
At the end of the day,
you'll still go back to him.
I'm no dumb fuck.
You expect to go back to square one?
Dream on.
I'm so close,yet so far.
Somehow,
you manage to pull me back to you
every fucking day.
You're screwed up,
not me.
I've got nothing to lose,
but everythin to gain.
It's your call.
You have changed,
tremendously.
I hate who you are now.
but I loved who you were then.
Don't be someone you're not,
you're just gonna disappoint others,
and most importantly,
yourself.
Think twice.
I'm not askin you to choose me.
*hint hint* pick him.
I speculated.
I was wrong,happy?
Just leave.
Even if i'd ask you now
and the answer was yes.
At the end of the day,
you'll still go back to him.
I'm no dumb fuck.
You expect to go back to square one?
Dream on.
I'm so close,yet so far.
Somehow,
you manage to pull me back to you
every fucking day.
You're screwed up,
not me.
I've got nothing to lose,
but everythin to gain.
It's your call.
You have changed,
tremendously.
I hate who you are now.
but I loved who you were then.
Don't be someone you're not,
you're just gonna disappoint others,
and most importantly,
yourself.
Think twice.
I'm not askin you to choose me.
*hint hint* pick him.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:04 PM.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
today was fun.mission day.
meant no lessons!
yeah,J8 after school.
supposedly followed Mat to woodlands.
Not!
met Debra and Mommy! at Library.
then,Imran.Kieran and Foo saw us when we were leaving.
Half-priced tuesday at Gelare Causeway Point.
Thank you bestfriend.Loves.
haha.
oops,not supposed to say this.
but heck.
I've got my own life
and i've got my own circle of friends.
just so you know.
nothin much to say.
but Debra,you know what you did.
haha.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all,(x6)
built to last.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
today was fun.mission day.
meant no lessons!
yeah,J8 after school.
supposedly followed Mat to woodlands.
Not!
met Debra and Mommy! at Library.
then,Imran.Kieran and Foo saw us when we were leaving.
Half-priced tuesday at Gelare Causeway Point.
Thank you bestfriend.Loves.
haha.
oops,not supposed to say this.
but heck.
I've got my own life
and i've got my own circle of friends.
just so you know.
nothin much to say.
but Debra,you know what you did.
haha.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all,(x6)
built to last.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:37 PM.
finally,a decent conversation with my mommy!
oh bollywood,life's dull without your constant hand movement.
haha.
accounts never fail to put me down.
it demoralises me like,seriously.
damnit.
carelessness sucks balls.
NGEE ANN POLY OPEN HOUSE!!!
Song from GSE gave me his guitar pick,
i got sooo many pictures of him using the fisheye!
yay!
took pictures with Saiful from GSE,Bryan from WGB and Matt from AVA!
weeee.
oh oh,guess what.
I WAS ON STAGE WITH SLAIN PUNSET BALLS!
haha.
no prize for guessing what i did.
i was on stage with them,and that's all that matters.
and hint hint,i wasn't singing ah.
SKINNY JEANS ARE BAD FOR YOUR BALLS!!!
Vivitar.
come to papa.
hurry up bitch!
oh bollywood,life's dull without your constant hand movement.
haha.
accounts never fail to put me down.
it demoralises me like,seriously.
damnit.
carelessness sucks balls.
NGEE ANN POLY OPEN HOUSE!!!
Song from GSE gave me his guitar pick,
i got sooo many pictures of him using the fisheye!
yay!
took pictures with Saiful from GSE,Bryan from WGB and Matt from AVA!
weeee.
oh oh,guess what.
I WAS ON STAGE WITH SLAIN PUNSET BALLS!
haha.
no prize for guessing what i did.
i was on stage with them,and that's all that matters.
and hint hint,i wasn't singing ah.
SKINNY JEANS ARE BAD FOR YOUR BALLS!!!
Vivitar.
come to papa.
hurry up bitch!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:40 AM.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
alright.
I'VE SAID IT.
said what you probably wasn't expecting.
said what my dear bestfriend has been pestering me to say.
said the things which i've been keepin inside.
if it shocked you,i apologise.
i'm glad you're convinced,
cause if you weren't,
i'd just break down.
thanks Marilyn.
your name on both my hands.
and four painted nails.
all in pink.
oh,you're still the same.
you're number one bestfriend.
happy?:)
i've got accounts test in about seven hours time,
and i'm still up.
at one in the morning.
and a certain someone is
trying to make certain that i sleep,
like right now.
okok.
goodnight.
wish me luck!
I'VE SAID IT.
said what you probably wasn't expecting.
said what my dear bestfriend has been pestering me to say.
said the things which i've been keepin inside.
if it shocked you,i apologise.
i'm glad you're convinced,
cause if you weren't,
i'd just break down.
thanks Marilyn.
your name on both my hands.
and four painted nails.
all in pink.
oh,you're still the same.
you're number one bestfriend.
happy?:)
i've got accounts test in about seven hours time,
and i'm still up.
at one in the morning.
and a certain someone is
trying to make certain that i sleep,
like right now.
okok.
goodnight.
wish me luck!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:52 AM.
Friday, January 18, 2008
i just read an e-mail.
a very sad one.
so sad,that i cried.
but only a lil bit.
oh,watched part of American Idol.
haha.
maybe Debra was right.
i can sing,
better than those fools who didn't get in.
I think.
but what i really wanna say is.
I don't know why everyone's askin me when.
when i'll go for you.
last friday,i couldn't stop thinkin of you.
i just couldn't.
so i wrote your name.
over and over again in my journal.
wrote abit more than a hundred.
call me a stupid fool.
cause then,
i'll just be
a stupid fool who's in love with you.
if i had it my way,
you'll be mine.
and finally,
i'll be out from a soap opera.
If you were here,
you'd understand.
I watched you from afar,
Behind a door that's ajar.
I love your beautiful hair,
Oh why is life so unfair?
My lord,your smile,
I could see it from a mile.
And those eyes,
Oh I never wanna say goodbye.
ok fine,
it may be a it cheesy.
but i bet you'll smile when you read it.
:)
whoever you are.
it's two in the morning and i can't sleep.
a very sad one.
so sad,that i cried.
but only a lil bit.
oh,watched part of American Idol.
haha.
maybe Debra was right.
i can sing,
better than those fools who didn't get in.
I think.
but what i really wanna say is.
I don't know why everyone's askin me when.
when i'll go for you.
last friday,i couldn't stop thinkin of you.
i just couldn't.
so i wrote your name.
over and over again in my journal.
wrote abit more than a hundred.
call me a stupid fool.
cause then,
i'll just be
a stupid fool who's in love with you.
if i had it my way,
you'll be mine.
and finally,
i'll be out from a soap opera.
If you were here,
you'd understand.
I watched you from afar,
Behind a door that's ajar.
I love your beautiful hair,
Oh why is life so unfair?
My lord,your smile,
I could see it from a mile.
And those eyes,
Oh I never wanna say goodbye.
ok fine,
it may be a it cheesy.
but i bet you'll smile when you read it.
:)
whoever you are.
it's two in the morning and i can't sleep.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:54 AM.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
i'm gonna die young.
anger kept within oneself is no good.
One day,i'll wipe out all the Mats.
Watch me.
So go on,mock me,insult me.
Imma kill you bitch.
I swear i will.
Fuck this shit.
I'll cry,
for i'm man,
human,
a normal teenager.
So what if i'm a boy?
What?
God didn't say we can't cry.
i'll go back to my rebellious ways.
I'll cut myself,
more and more each day.
No one cares,
not a single fucking soul.
Don't talk to me,
keep it that way.
Bitch.
I'll cut it deep,
so deep i'll bleed
so much that i'll faint.
But it still don't matter.
I'll break all the promises i've made
to everyone and myself.
no one's stopping me,
and i won't stop myself.
anger kept within oneself is no good.
One day,i'll wipe out all the Mats.
Watch me.
So go on,mock me,insult me.
Imma kill you bitch.
I swear i will.
Fuck this shit.
I'll cry,
for i'm man,
human,
a normal teenager.
So what if i'm a boy?
What?
God didn't say we can't cry.
i'll go back to my rebellious ways.
I'll cut myself,
more and more each day.
No one cares,
not a single fucking soul.
Don't talk to me,
keep it that way.
Bitch.
I'll cut it deep,
so deep i'll bleed
so much that i'll faint.
But it still don't matter.
I'll break all the promises i've made
to everyone and myself.
no one's stopping me,
and i won't stop myself.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 10:11 PM.
Well you turn when I talk
Run when I walk
Rise when I fall
Burn when I shiver
Smile when I frown
Go when I come around
You twist when I shout
In when i'm out
There when I'm here
Why do I bother?
Laugh when i'm down
Whine when I make a sound
nothing much.
yes i rock your world.
every single one of you.
you sexy ass people
Run when I walk
Rise when I fall
Burn when I shiver
Smile when I frown
Go when I come around
You twist when I shout
In when i'm out
There when I'm here
Why do I bother?
Laugh when i'm down
Whine when I make a sound
nothing much.
yes i rock your world.
every single one of you.
you sexy ass people
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:03 AM.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Love don't come so easily,
this doesn't have to end in tragedy.
I have you and you have me,
We're one in a million,
Why can't you see?
Hello Debra.
very sooon.
you'll be sixteen.
haha.
damn i feel young.
I really wish i could
place that stalk of white rose
on your bed at midnight.
But yes,i promise you white rose.
Sooooooooon.
I wanna move on.
I know you do too.
I'm not trying to forget you,
I just wanna let go.
Three long years
that seemed forever,yes?
But it's time,
and if i keep holding on,
I'll never be the same again.
You've changed me,
a whole lot.
And if you ever do
move on,
go on and leave me,
but never forget me,
and all the things that i've done.
I just want you to know that,
i love you.
But it just wasn't enough for you.
this doesn't have to end in tragedy.
I have you and you have me,
We're one in a million,
Why can't you see?
Hello Debra.
very sooon.
you'll be sixteen.
haha.
damn i feel young.
I really wish i could
place that stalk of white rose
on your bed at midnight.
But yes,i promise you white rose.
Sooooooooon.
I wanna move on.
I know you do too.
I'm not trying to forget you,
I just wanna let go.
Three long years
that seemed forever,yes?
But it's time,
and if i keep holding on,
I'll never be the same again.
You've changed me,
a whole lot.
And if you ever do
move on,
go on and leave me,
but never forget me,
and all the things that i've done.
I just want you to know that,
i love you.
But it just wasn't enough for you.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:35 PM.
for all that shit,
you could only say,"i'm sorry"
yeah whatever.
Temasek Poly open house
random free hug from guy in green team?
held hands with girl from blue team?
Cookie monster shirt created a big fuss.
Odd stares from guys?! and girls.
B&W PHOTOGRAPHY OFFERED AS AN ELECTIVE!!
Bestfriend,you rock!
i feel so bad.
i apologise,once more.
stupid shit.
and hello miss Heroine. :)
smile smile more alright.
if you need me,
i'll be there for you
if you need me too.
you can confide in me,anytime
remember that yo!
cause i'll definitely make you smile.
you've been warned.
LOOK BESTFRIEND!
YOU'RE ON MY BLOG.
LOVED MUCH.
you could only say,"i'm sorry"
yeah whatever.
Temasek Poly open house
random free hug from guy in green team?
held hands with girl from blue team?
Cookie monster shirt created a big fuss.
Odd stares from guys?! and girls.
B&W PHOTOGRAPHY OFFERED AS AN ELECTIVE!!
Bestfriend,you rock!
i feel so bad.
i apologise,once more.
stupid shit.
and hello miss Heroine. :)
smile smile more alright.
if you need me,
i'll be there for you
if you need me too.
you can confide in me,anytime
remember that yo!
cause i'll definitely make you smile.
you've been warned.
LOOK BESTFRIEND!
YOU'RE ON MY BLOG.
LOVED MUCH.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 5:24 AM.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
"Three Cheers For Five Years"
I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)
Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
I thought with a month I would call
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see 'us', not 'you and me'
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering (an offering)
Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dyin
gWith my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now
Remember you now
So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight.
(How does he feel, how does he kiss)
So sleep alone tonight.
(How does he taste when he's on your lips.)
With no one here just by your side
(How does he feel, how does he kiss)
Sleep alone tonight.[x3]
I can't forget youI know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
to my dearest Boo.
i have one post dedicated to you,
the one below.
I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)
Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
I thought with a month I would call
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see 'us', not 'you and me'
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering (an offering)
Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dyin
gWith my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now
Remember you now
So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight.
(How does he feel, how does he kiss)
So sleep alone tonight.
(How does he taste when he's on your lips.)
With no one here just by your side
(How does he feel, how does he kiss)
Sleep alone tonight.[x3]
I can't forget youI know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
to my dearest Boo.
i have one post dedicated to you,
the one below.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:35 AM.
i told you.
it was inevitable.
why should i try and keep you now?
you never tried holding me back.
you never did.
cause you were only
waiting for me to hold you.
It's hurts to know
what you've said.
It sucks,big time.
Speaking of time,
ah,
haven't you had enough of thinking?
Forget it,
nothing's gonna change anyway.
i tear whenever
i see it.
Because you are a liar.
Fucking Ass Liar.
Ask yourself this,
Are you ready to lose me?
just like that?
And this it how it ends.
You're one helluva good girl
I must say.
I may never find another you,
for i'm almost certain,
there's girls.
that are better that you.
I don't even know why i'm posting about you,
when i'm so goddamn fucking mad at you.
You know me,
yet you did nothin.
OH,well done.
Thanks.
You're the one that can tear me apart.
Because i am right now.
it was inevitable.
why should i try and keep you now?
you never tried holding me back.
you never did.
cause you were only
waiting for me to hold you.
It's hurts to know
what you've said.
It sucks,big time.
Speaking of time,
ah,
haven't you had enough of thinking?
Forget it,
nothing's gonna change anyway.
i tear whenever
i see it.
Because you are a liar.
Fucking Ass Liar.
Ask yourself this,
Are you ready to lose me?
just like that?
And this it how it ends.
You're one helluva good girl
I must say.
I may never find another you,
for i'm almost certain,
there's girls.
that are better that you.
I don't even know why i'm posting about you,
when i'm so goddamn fucking mad at you.
You know me,
yet you did nothin.
OH,well done.
Thanks.
You're the one that can tear me apart.
Because i am right now.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:21 AM.
Friday, January 11, 2008
I guess you don't know me after all.
Disappointment takes over,
it's all over.
Didn't you see what i was in earlier on?
Oh forget it,
you can't do anything about it anyway.
I go through all that trouble,
just for this outcome?
Take me home,
i rather die than be with you.
Take me home,
you had a problem with the truth.
Take me home,
because it happens all the time and i knew it would,
i knew it would.
I don't care if everyone hears me shout it.
Because,you really pissed me off there.
I've got limits.
You mean you don't?
You want some ice down your blouse?
With that pinafore you've put on oh-so nicely now ruined.
How would you feel?
Should i drop accounts?
Should i take that chance?
Should i stop all this,
and concentrate on my studies?
What's up with the "Should Is"
i want someone whom i can sing to,
take my hand and run with me.
Someone i can love,
and shall never let down.
Can that Someone be you?
Will you be that Someone
i've longed for?
Disappointment takes over,
it's all over.
Didn't you see what i was in earlier on?
Oh forget it,
you can't do anything about it anyway.
I go through all that trouble,
just for this outcome?
Take me home,
i rather die than be with you.
Take me home,
you had a problem with the truth.
Take me home,
because it happens all the time and i knew it would,
i knew it would.
I don't care if everyone hears me shout it.
Because,you really pissed me off there.
I've got limits.
You mean you don't?
You want some ice down your blouse?
With that pinafore you've put on oh-so nicely now ruined.
How would you feel?
Should i drop accounts?
Should i take that chance?
Should i stop all this,
and concentrate on my studies?
What's up with the "Should Is"
i want someone whom i can sing to,
take my hand and run with me.
Someone i can love,
and shall never let down.
Can that Someone be you?
Will you be that Someone
i've longed for?
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:16 AM.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I'm lost.
I really am.
With whatever that's going on.
Are you all hiding something form me?
Are you telling me lies.
I just want things to be back to normal,
when i can easily put a smile on your faces.
But the days are numbered,
so right now,
i wish for ONE girl.
And ONE girl only
That girl. :)
I'm not telling who.
OK,maybe i will.
Here's somethin which cheered me up.
studying at the library
with JIWE Thana
Stupid Shit Rosy.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:12 AM.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Screwed up my Accounts re-test.
My left foot hurts.
I'm beat.
There's Literature test tomorrow.
and damn,i love the rain.
It may seem like
it's been granted.
But is he ready.
A disappointment
he has been,
to many,
and himself.
It's up to him.
Can he change for the better?
He's positive he can.
He's got to set his mind straight,
and he'll be fine,
they all say.
Shhhh.
Let him be,
for he is he,
and no one else
knows him better
than himself.
My left foot hurts.
I'm beat.
There's Literature test tomorrow.
and damn,i love the rain.
It may seem like
it's been granted.
But is he ready.
A disappointment
he has been,
to many,
and himself.
It's up to him.
Can he change for the better?
He's positive he can.
He's got to set his mind straight,
and he'll be fine,
they all say.
Shhhh.
Let him be,
for he is he,
and no one else
knows him better
than himself.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:17 AM.
Monday, January 7, 2008
i wonder,
you've not given me even one chance.
and already
you're concluding
that i'll bring you up,
and leave you
to fall on your own.
JUST ONE CHANCE,
that's all i'm asking for.
and you.
lets stay this way alright.
just nice.
the way we should have been
from the start.
It's hard for me,
but we have to.
I still love you,
no matter.
I'll let any guy have you,
as long as
you think he's good for you.
I'll be fine,i promise.
We're __n__c___ after all.
and,what have i done wrong?
you wanna drop me from the team?
is that what you want?
just do it.
spare me the suspense of waiting.
and just drop me.
you've not given me even one chance.
and already
you're concluding
that i'll bring you up,
and leave you
to fall on your own.
JUST ONE CHANCE,
that's all i'm asking for.
and you.
lets stay this way alright.
just nice.
the way we should have been
from the start.
It's hard for me,
but we have to.
I still love you,
no matter.
I'll let any guy have you,
as long as
you think he's good for you.
I'll be fine,i promise.
We're __n__c___ after all.
and,what have i done wrong?
you wanna drop me from the team?
is that what you want?
just do it.
spare me the suspense of waiting.
and just drop me.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:14 PM.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
lets take a break from all those stupid shit i've typed previously.
i went STASIS TEN yesterday!
with Sapphire and we caught loads of bands.
not in correct order,
Ivy's Vendetta,
Peepshow,
Fishtank,
Leeson,
Amateur Takes Control,
THE GREAT SPY EXPERIMENT!
We missed You and Whose Army because i was late.
We gave Vertical Rush a miss because i was damn hungry so we went cheers to eat instant noodles!
Didn't watch B-Quartet cause we didn't like it? sorry guys.
Then because she had to go,we only stayed for 'Slain Punset's' first song.
and i got to mosh.
eeeeeew,i got sandwiched by two BIG guys.
haha.
"He's got a nice scream,for a guy his size"Sapphire said,referrin to Bong.
haha.
this fri,can't watch a gig for i am not officialy sixteen!
but but,
I wanna watch Fasten Your Seatbelts on the twentieth!
i saw Matt from AVA at STASIS TEN.
and damn,we've got the same Adidas bag!
haha.
alright.
it's almost five but i'm up!
GOOD MORNING WORL:D
i went STASIS TEN yesterday!
with Sapphire and we caught loads of bands.
not in correct order,
Ivy's Vendetta,
Peepshow,
Fishtank,
Leeson,
Amateur Takes Control,
THE GREAT SPY EXPERIMENT!
We missed You and Whose Army because i was late.
We gave Vertical Rush a miss because i was damn hungry so we went cheers to eat instant noodles!
Didn't watch B-Quartet cause we didn't like it? sorry guys.
Then because she had to go,we only stayed for 'Slain Punset's' first song.
and i got to mosh.
eeeeeew,i got sandwiched by two BIG guys.
haha.
"He's got a nice scream,for a guy his size"Sapphire said,referrin to Bong.
haha.
this fri,can't watch a gig for i am not officialy sixteen!
but but,
I wanna watch Fasten Your Seatbelts on the twentieth!
i saw Matt from AVA at STASIS TEN.
and damn,we've got the same Adidas bag!
haha.
alright.
it's almost five but i'm up!
GOOD MORNING WORL:D
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 4:32 AM.
Saturday, January 5, 2008
"Close we are.But together we aren't."
Danny stutters,as he wipes his tears.
Hearing those words,Melissa replied
with a heavy heart,"But we can be.
I want us to,but you know me.
When it comes to deciding who
i wish to be with,i break down."
"That's the problem with you!
You're afraid,afraid of losing him,and me.
Why?Why won't you take a risk,
and give me a chance?
Will it hurt to do so huh?
You know what,just go back to him.
He'll take you back with open arms...
like you'd never broken up with him.
You're so indecisive,fickle,yet i chose
to stay with you,be there.
Guess that wasn't enough for you,
for he has something which i don't.
And i don't know what that is.
It's over Melissa.
Though we were never together,
i treated like we were.
This would be the last you see of me.
I hope you're happy now.
Shattering a heart you once build
into a million pieces,just like
lollipop slippin off a kid's hand.
Goodbye."With that,Danny sealed
their final meeting with a kiss.
A kiss to the lips which lasted only
lasted ten seconds,
but felt like forever to him.
He turned,walked away,
and disappeared from
Melissa's sight
as soon as she
regained her composure.
Danny stutters,as he wipes his tears.
Hearing those words,Melissa replied
with a heavy heart,"But we can be.
I want us to,but you know me.
When it comes to deciding who
i wish to be with,i break down."
"That's the problem with you!
You're afraid,afraid of losing him,and me.
Why?Why won't you take a risk,
and give me a chance?
Will it hurt to do so huh?
You know what,just go back to him.
He'll take you back with open arms...
like you'd never broken up with him.
You're so indecisive,fickle,yet i chose
to stay with you,be there.
Guess that wasn't enough for you,
for he has something which i don't.
And i don't know what that is.
It's over Melissa.
Though we were never together,
i treated like we were.
This would be the last you see of me.
I hope you're happy now.
Shattering a heart you once build
into a million pieces,just like
lollipop slippin off a kid's hand.
Goodbye."With that,Danny sealed
their final meeting with a kiss.
A kiss to the lips which lasted only
lasted ten seconds,
but felt like forever to him.
He turned,walked away,
and disappeared from
Melissa's sight
as soon as she
regained her composure.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:46 AM.
the nerves.
fancy saying i betrayed your trust.
when it's the other way round.
I don't know whats going on in your head anymore.
GROW UP GIRL.
just Fuckin grow up.
How long,
for how long are you gonna be like this?
Fuck it.
Since losing me won't
matter as much.
We should forget one another.
The whole world will celebrate,
even you.
YOU'VE GONE TOO FAR THIS TIME MY DEAR.
there's no turning back.
fancy saying i betrayed your trust.
when it's the other way round.
I don't know whats going on in your head anymore.
GROW UP GIRL.
just Fuckin grow up.
How long,
for how long are you gonna be like this?
Fuck it.
Since losing me won't
matter as much.
We should forget one another.
The whole world will celebrate,
even you.
YOU'VE GONE TOO FAR THIS TIME MY DEAR.
there's no turning back.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:34 AM.
Thursday, January 3, 2008
ah whatever.
you.
do you know what it feels like
to let go of someone you love so dearly?
i doubt it.
you're a liar,yes you are.
i hate the fact that i do love you,
and still clinging on.
when i should have moved on,
forget about you,
and start afresh.
What do you know?
Nothing.
You don't even know me anymore.
Because you're not even
making an effort
to hold on to me.
Yet when someone comes by,
you get angry.
I GIVE UP.
I can't read you no more,
and why should i?
When you,
don't even bother anymore.
you know?
it's almost 11.30.
and i'm waiting.
waiting for
someone to do something.
something that
she's been doin
almost every night.
But not anymore.
you.
do you know what it feels like
to let go of someone you love so dearly?
i doubt it.
you're a liar,yes you are.
i hate the fact that i do love you,
and still clinging on.
when i should have moved on,
forget about you,
and start afresh.
What do you know?
Nothing.
You don't even know me anymore.
Because you're not even
making an effort
to hold on to me.
Yet when someone comes by,
you get angry.
I GIVE UP.
I can't read you no more,
and why should i?
When you,
don't even bother anymore.
you know?
it's almost 11.30.
and i'm waiting.
waiting for
someone to do something.
something that
she's been doin
almost every night.
But not anymore.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:21 PM.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
i hate my first day.
i fucking hate it.
ok,I'M SORRY
if i informed too late...
but even if i'd informed earlier,
it would have made no difference.
Cause i'll still be screwed.
I'm just trying my very best,
to be of service to the school,
by guiding the Sec1s through their first week.
If you don't like it,I can't stop you.
I have no say.
I never did.
For i am me.
Just me,one student
and being a Student Leader,
the burden is heavier.
I'm not sayin i can't handle it.
All i'm askin for is,give me a chance.
I AM DEFINITELY NOT THE STUDIOUS TYPE,
BUT I CAN,HELP THE SCHOOL IN MANY WAYS.
I MEAN ISN'T THAT MY ROLE IN THE SCHOOL TOO?
TO HELP ONE ANOTHER.
TO BE A GRACIOUS CITIZEN,
A LIFELONG LEARNER
AND A SERVANT LEADER.
& DON'T WE RESPECT ONE ANOTHER;
ACCOMPLISH MORE TOGETHER;
AND LEAD BY EXAMPLE.
YES,IF ANY TEACHER READS THIS.
FINE.
CORRECT ME IF YOU THINK I'M WRONG.
CAUSE I'M HUMAN.
AND I MAKE MISTAKES,
JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
BUT I ADMIT MINE,
UNLIKE SOME.
i fucking hate it.
ok,I'M SORRY
if i informed too late...
but even if i'd informed earlier,
it would have made no difference.
Cause i'll still be screwed.
I'm just trying my very best,
to be of service to the school,
by guiding the Sec1s through their first week.
If you don't like it,I can't stop you.
I have no say.
I never did.
For i am me.
Just me,one student
and being a Student Leader,
the burden is heavier.
I'm not sayin i can't handle it.
All i'm askin for is,give me a chance.
I AM DEFINITELY NOT THE STUDIOUS TYPE,
BUT I CAN,HELP THE SCHOOL IN MANY WAYS.
I MEAN ISN'T THAT MY ROLE IN THE SCHOOL TOO?
TO HELP ONE ANOTHER.
TO BE A GRACIOUS CITIZEN,
A LIFELONG LEARNER
AND A SERVANT LEADER.
& DON'T WE RESPECT ONE ANOTHER;
ACCOMPLISH MORE TOGETHER;
AND LEAD BY EXAMPLE.
YES,IF ANY TEACHER READS THIS.
FINE.
CORRECT ME IF YOU THINK I'M WRONG.
CAUSE I'M HUMAN.
AND I MAKE MISTAKES,
JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
BUT I ADMIT MINE,
UNLIKE SOME.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 10:15 PM.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
it's 8.20 in the morning.
i got back like at 7.45
damn.
Happy new year.
have a blessed one why not?
haha.
staying up late is fun.
haha.
fireworks was lovely.
ultimate jiwe beb.
i'm tired.
imma sleep first yo
i got back like at 7.45
damn.
Happy new year.
have a blessed one why not?
haha.
staying up late is fun.
haha.
fireworks was lovely.
ultimate jiwe beb.
i'm tired.
imma sleep first yo
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 8:18 AM.