Sunday, December 30, 2007
The future's unpredictable.
But it seems like it isn't
for the two of us.
Our future is bleak.
It's inevitable,
i could almost see it coming,
we'll move on,
live our lives
like nothing ever happened,
nothing special.
Just a boy and girl
who were in denial
that they liked the other.
I wish not to move on,
because i've fallen too deep,
and i can't get up.
Take my hand please,my dear
and we'll run away,
into the horizon,
far far away from everyone else.
Maybe you've treated Him badly,
but i'm still optimistic,
that you won't do the same to me.
Oh what the heck,
even if you don't say 'Yes'
i'll still thank you.
For all the wonderful times,
beautiful memories,
wiping my tears,
freeing my mind of
my worries.
And giving my
hope,
with each passing day.
And if i'd never met you,
i wouldn't have been
able to
pen out those
enthralling
words into
short stories.
But it seems like it isn't
for the two of us.
Our future is bleak.
It's inevitable,
i could almost see it coming,
we'll move on,
live our lives
like nothing ever happened,
nothing special.
Just a boy and girl
who were in denial
that they liked the other.
I wish not to move on,
because i've fallen too deep,
and i can't get up.
Take my hand please,my dear
and we'll run away,
into the horizon,
far far away from everyone else.
Maybe you've treated Him badly,
but i'm still optimistic,
that you won't do the same to me.
Oh what the heck,
even if you don't say 'Yes'
i'll still thank you.
For all the wonderful times,
beautiful memories,
wiping my tears,
freeing my mind of
my worries.
And giving my
hope,
with each passing day.
And if i'd never met you,
i wouldn't have been
able to
pen out those
enthralling
words into
short stories.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:55 PM.
the computer at home is finally up and running,literally.
"i should have never let my hopes up,"
he says,
"look.everytime's all wrong."
referring to Her.
Just who is 'Her',
all his friends are asking.
He's been waiting for a while,
quite sometime in fact.
But it doesn't matter,
for he knows that
he loves her best.
But she doesn't see it,
blinded by materialism,
and the charm of
another guy.
He's trying his best to move on,
finally.
After much persuasion
by his closest buddy,
he tries.
Try all his might,
but she's still stuck there,
in his mind and heart.
He can't bear to lose her,
to anyone,at anytime,
even if he's with someone else.
That's how much he loves her.
NOW,
the feelings' faded,
words faded.
And the world comes crashing down
for him.
Yet she still doesn't notice anything.
It's a pity,
his love's been
one-sided all this while.
Or was it?
Did she cast a spell on him?
Is she toying with him
or simply playing hard to get?
No one knows,
except for Her,
and probably him.
now,have you figured out
who's Her?
"i should have never let my hopes up,"
he says,
"look.everytime's all wrong."
referring to Her.
Just who is 'Her',
all his friends are asking.
He's been waiting for a while,
quite sometime in fact.
But it doesn't matter,
for he knows that
he loves her best.
But she doesn't see it,
blinded by materialism,
and the charm of
another guy.
He's trying his best to move on,
finally.
After much persuasion
by his closest buddy,
he tries.
Try all his might,
but she's still stuck there,
in his mind and heart.
He can't bear to lose her,
to anyone,at anytime,
even if he's with someone else.
That's how much he loves her.
NOW,
the feelings' faded,
words faded.
And the world comes crashing down
for him.
Yet she still doesn't notice anything.
It's a pity,
his love's been
one-sided all this while.
Or was it?
Did she cast a spell on him?
Is she toying with him
or simply playing hard to get?
No one knows,
except for Her,
and probably him.
now,have you figured out
who's Her?
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:20 AM.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
the revelation that
came a second too late.
and now,he's gone.
never turnin back.
You stand there,
hoping that,
he'll turn around,
take your hand and
bring you along with him.
But it never happened.
& as his shadow disappears,
never to be seen again,
you realize,
how stupid you were.
Because you let him go,
without a fight,
not even a single word.
Were your lips glued together,
or your words jumbled up?
Then one day,you see him
on the telly,
a star,
an idol amongst teenagers,
singing his band's hit single.
And the lines went like,
"Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You're wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me."
came a second too late.
and now,he's gone.
never turnin back.
You stand there,
hoping that,
he'll turn around,
take your hand and
bring you along with him.
But it never happened.
& as his shadow disappears,
never to be seen again,
you realize,
how stupid you were.
Because you let him go,
without a fight,
not even a single word.
Were your lips glued together,
or your words jumbled up?
Then one day,you see him
on the telly,
a star,
an idol amongst teenagers,
singing his band's hit single.
And the lines went like,
"Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You're wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me."
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 6:04 PM.
oh i forgot.
merry christmas.
selamat hari natal.
i don't know the other languages.
haha.
yup,all that cliche wishes which i don't wanna type.
you get what i mean.
I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath then I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and their skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie
You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?
merry christmas.
selamat hari natal.
i don't know the other languages.
haha.
yup,all that cliche wishes which i don't wanna type.
you get what i mean.
I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath then I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and their skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie
You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:28 AM.
This smile, don't look.
It's my bait, my words, the hook
that heart,
torn apart into a million pieces.
you saw it coming,
yet you did nothin.
Your Love proved futile.
the effort,wasted.
oh,just so you know.
this isn't the end.
it's just begun.
i'm down but i ain't out.
i ain't gonna give you up that easily man.
ah,whatever.
it's not gonna be easy for you.
So I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
It's my bait, my words, the hook
that heart,
torn apart into a million pieces.
you saw it coming,
yet you did nothin.
Your Love proved futile.
the effort,wasted.
oh,just so you know.
this isn't the end.
it's just begun.
i'm down but i ain't out.
i ain't gonna give you up that easily man.
ah,whatever.
it's not gonna be easy for you.
So I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:05 AM.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
One day,you'll wake up and realize
that this was all a dream
worse,a nightmare
which you were trapped in
and could never be release.
You were made believe
that Love exists;
you had a soul-mate;
fairytales do come true.
And when you're finally up,
heart shattered,
into a million pieces,
you're filled with anguish.
Never have you felt so
infuriated with yourself,
for believing in a
'happily-ever-after'
Depressed,you turn
suicidal.
you resented Love
and anything that
had to do with it.
I hope you're satisfied,
with the way you are.
Douse yourself in
cyanide.
It suits,
the way you are.
that was rather random.
well,that's me.
Pardon my
spelling,
vocabulary,
and understandin of the English language.
that this was all a dream
worse,a nightmare
which you were trapped in
and could never be release.
You were made believe
that Love exists;
you had a soul-mate;
fairytales do come true.
And when you're finally up,
heart shattered,
into a million pieces,
you're filled with anguish.
Never have you felt so
infuriated with yourself,
for believing in a
'happily-ever-after'
Depressed,you turn
suicidal.
you resented Love
and anything that
had to do with it.
I hope you're satisfied,
with the way you are.
Douse yourself in
cyanide.
It suits,
the way you are.
that was rather random.
well,that's me.
Pardon my
spelling,
vocabulary,
and understandin of the English language.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:58 PM.
Monday, December 17, 2007
i could only blog because,
once again,i'm at Thana's place.
damn Debra.
that was certainly unexpected
though it was wonderful.
thanks for the bubblegum.*ahems*
haha.
training was suprisingly fun
played two-side the whole time.
only ran three rounds around the soccer field.
yeah.haha.
going out tmr i guess.
big group,i think.
but i'm buying school books first
and taking my cap from my Mommy!
haha.
either i'm overly-obsessed or i really like you.
go figure.
what's going on with the world?
or isit just me?
Can you not see the change in me?
Or are you in denial of your true feelings?
ah,back to square one.
i'll see you soon,i hope.
This broken city sky,like butane on my skin
stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
once again,i'm at Thana's place.
damn Debra.
that was certainly unexpected
though it was wonderful.
thanks for the bubblegum.*ahems*
haha.
training was suprisingly fun
played two-side the whole time.
only ran three rounds around the soccer field.
yeah.haha.
going out tmr i guess.
big group,i think.
but i'm buying school books first
and taking my cap from my Mommy!
haha.
either i'm overly-obsessed or i really like you.
go figure.
what's going on with the world?
or isit just me?
Can you not see the change in me?
Or are you in denial of your true feelings?
ah,back to square one.
i'll see you soon,i hope.
This broken city sky,like butane on my skin
stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel, tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 4:18 PM.
Friday, December 14, 2007
my neck hurts,my throat's fucked up.
but it was all worth it damnit.
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE concert was the most fuckin awesome concert ever.
without the usual Bob Byrar on the drums,there was no love lost. Literally.
THREE PEOPLE HEADBANGING!
Nigel,Jeremy And Me.crazy fucktards.
Not like we cut the queue or anythin ah.thanks to jerry and co. for lettin us in with them.and we pushed and shoved our way through.
and we went through the 'samsung wristbands' entrance without even having one.
I DIDN'T EVEN USE MY Q-JUMPA TICKET FROM 98.7
yay.now they're gone.
boohoo.
abit too selfish i must say,about meself.
but it can't be helped right.
don't i get to choose too?
i'm no John Tucker.
i'm sorry if i broke up with you.
Maybe i am confused,my mind's fucked up.
But if you'd put me back to square one,
i know who i'll fall for,sincerely.
but it was all worth it damnit.
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE concert was the most fuckin awesome concert ever.
without the usual Bob Byrar on the drums,there was no love lost. Literally.
THREE PEOPLE HEADBANGING!
Nigel,Jeremy And Me.crazy fucktards.
Not like we cut the queue or anythin ah.thanks to jerry and co. for lettin us in with them.and we pushed and shoved our way through.
and we went through the 'samsung wristbands' entrance without even having one.
I DIDN'T EVEN USE MY Q-JUMPA TICKET FROM 98.7
yay.now they're gone.
boohoo.
abit too selfish i must say,about meself.
but it can't be helped right.
don't i get to choose too?
i'm no John Tucker.
i'm sorry if i broke up with you.
Maybe i am confused,my mind's fucked up.
But if you'd put me back to square one,
i know who i'll fall for,sincerely.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:23 PM.
Monday, December 10, 2007
ok.
i'm supoosed to meet walker buddy,like NOW!!!
haha.
do you know how much i miss that girl?
prolly not but it's ok.
if i let you have me.
despite the fact that others want me.
would you say yes?
or will you make me work even harder to get you?
i would love to hear from you.
like reeeeeeeal soon.
peace.
once again,i'll be missing in action.
i'm supoosed to meet walker buddy,like NOW!!!
haha.
do you know how much i miss that girl?
prolly not but it's ok.
if i let you have me.
despite the fact that others want me.
would you say yes?
or will you make me work even harder to get you?
i would love to hear from you.
like reeeeeeeal soon.
peace.
once again,i'll be missing in action.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 5:04 PM.