Sunday, October 7, 2007
game today.
at JALAN BESAR STADIUM.
woohoo!
against some Aussie team.they were cool.
we lost 3-1.
but guess what?
i scored the bloody consolation goal.
"a quick turn and he shoots with his left.it curls in and it's a goal!"
wow,i scored with my left damnit.
haha.
but i pulled a muscle during the final moments of the game.
damn,taken out.
ok,another on thursday.
ANYBODY WANNA COME AND WATCH US PLAY?
we'll be glad to have you watch us.
seriously,a simple pat on the back would have been good.
but you didn't even do it.
i scored a freaking goal at jalan besar stadium against some big-ass players.
it's a big deal to me,can?
you could have done better.
the only reason i'm playing soccer is because of you.
you wanted me so much to be one.
and i'm trying my best.
yet,you don't appreciate my efforts.
you know what,fuck you.
i shall pursue my own dreams.
i've got my OWN ambitions.
i'm human too,you know.
your fucking flesh and blood.
how i wish you aren't.
i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.
yes i know,academically i'm pretty darn stupid.
but at least i'm trying.
but you don't know.
you come home each day and say,
"everytime you're on the computer.did you even study?"
fuck you man.
you don't even know half of what's going on.
so just fuck off,go earn your money.
and spend it on me.
expecting me to be happy and forget.
forget how much i hate you.
it's not gonna work.
i'm growing up now,almost 15.
i'm not that immature.
so fuck you.
i hate you.
i don't care if i burn in hell for this.
because you've never shown me.
the love a kid should get from his own dad.
at JALAN BESAR STADIUM.
woohoo!
against some Aussie team.they were cool.
we lost 3-1.
but guess what?
i scored the bloody consolation goal.
"a quick turn and he shoots with his left.it curls in and it's a goal!"
wow,i scored with my left damnit.
haha.
but i pulled a muscle during the final moments of the game.
damn,taken out.
ok,another on thursday.
ANYBODY WANNA COME AND WATCH US PLAY?
we'll be glad to have you watch us.
seriously,a simple pat on the back would have been good.
but you didn't even do it.
i scored a freaking goal at jalan besar stadium against some big-ass players.
it's a big deal to me,can?
you could have done better.
the only reason i'm playing soccer is because of you.
you wanted me so much to be one.
and i'm trying my best.
yet,you don't appreciate my efforts.
you know what,fuck you.
i shall pursue my own dreams.
i've got my OWN ambitions.
i'm human too,you know.
your fucking flesh and blood.
how i wish you aren't.
i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.
yes i know,academically i'm pretty darn stupid.
but at least i'm trying.
but you don't know.
you come home each day and say,
"everytime you're on the computer.did you even study?"
fuck you man.
you don't even know half of what's going on.
so just fuck off,go earn your money.
and spend it on me.
expecting me to be happy and forget.
forget how much i hate you.
it's not gonna work.
i'm growing up now,almost 15.
i'm not that immature.
so fuck you.
i hate you.
i don't care if i burn in hell for this.
because you've never shown me.
the love a kid should get from his own dad.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:57 PM.