Sunday, September 30, 2007
i don't need you to be at crossroads.
i was wrong about you.
about everything i thought i knew.
i want them to see 'us',not 'you&me'.
its as if you'd given me hope each day.
only for it to end miserably.
if you hadn't realize yet.
you were the one that i prioritize.
the one i never wanna hurt.
the one i wanted to be with.
i'm gonna see what happens next.
i've never waited this long for someone i liked.
i don't think any 15 year old has.
it breaks my heart to see you mistreating the person you love.
or so you say you do.
i'd never expect to say this but it doesn't matter anymore i guess,
"i love you."
now,i'm just gonna pretend that you're not gonna read it.
i was wrong about you.
about everything i thought i knew.
i want them to see 'us',not 'you&me'.
its as if you'd given me hope each day.
only for it to end miserably.
if you hadn't realize yet.
you were the one that i prioritize.
the one i never wanna hurt.
the one i wanted to be with.
i'm gonna see what happens next.
i've never waited this long for someone i liked.
i don't think any 15 year old has.
it breaks my heart to see you mistreating the person you love.
or so you say you do.
i'd never expect to say this but it doesn't matter anymore i guess,
"i love you."
now,i'm just gonna pretend that you're not gonna read it.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:13 AM.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
EMO ELMO SAYS,
"IF LIFE IS SO FAIR,WHY DO ROSES HAVE THORNS?"
GOODNESS.
IT'S HILARIOUS.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nRNYG_xM2U
"IF LIFE IS SO FAIR,WHY DO ROSES HAVE THORNS?"
GOODNESS.
IT'S HILARIOUS.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nRNYG_xM2U
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:24 PM.
i'll die. we all will.
let me show you how i wish to die.
while moshing.
while self-mutilating.
while doing what i do best?
assasinated!
inject a syringe full of cyanide,i wouldn't mind.
alright.i'm just kidding.
i'm such a fool.
maybe we should distant ourselves.
your boy is certainly jealous.
i don't wanna be in the middle.
even if you say i'm not.
just know,that if you need a shoulder to cry on.
a listening ear for all your rants and laughs.
a helping hand to guide you when you're lost and clueless.
and someone to make your day a special one.
you have me.
let me show you how i wish to die.
while moshing.
while self-mutilating.
while doing what i do best?
assasinated!
inject a syringe full of cyanide,i wouldn't mind.
alright.i'm just kidding.
i'm such a fool.
maybe we should distant ourselves.
your boy is certainly jealous.
i don't wanna be in the middle.
even if you say i'm not.
just know,that if you need a shoulder to cry on.
a listening ear for all your rants and laughs.
a helping hand to guide you when you're lost and clueless.
and someone to make your day a special one.
you have me.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 2:58 PM.
Friday, September 28, 2007
had dinner with sunshine and cuckoo face. :)
then some stupid thing they dragged me into.
man,haha.
i think i jog faster then they can sprint.
Chin Hong.man,i dunno if i can sia tomorow!
i hope maybe for awhile!
eh Mogan,if you ever read this.
none of them wear braces,ASSHOLE.
haha.
retain.
i'm so gonna get retain!
everyone's been anticipating this.
i knew it was coming all along.
so long life.
so long arts school.
so long photography.
so long.goodbye.
i'm not EMO!
fuck you.
go away please.
i hate hypocrites.
and stereotypes.
you suck.
you are my sunshine.
my only sunshine.
you make me happy.
when skies are grey.
(L toR)
Augustine,Nigel,Lim,ME!,Kieran.
coolios,Kieran's confirmation.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:04 PM.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
hello world.
i can't believe it.
totally.
man,i'm a screwed boy.
so many conflicts.
man, i'm starting to hate life.
ok,i will not be addicted to smoking!
self-mutilating is way better.
collected my tailor-made baju kurong.
woah.it's like totally grey.
haha.
bought grey skinnys!
chiodos shirt!
and a green day iron on patch!
only $37!
i wanna buy Havainas.or however you spell it.
but i have Crocs!
fine bestie.you draw so nice right?
i shall not draw anymore.
don't waste my efforts drawing for the person i thought
was my best friend.
i can't believe it.
totally.
man,i'm a screwed boy.
so many conflicts.
man, i'm starting to hate life.
ok,i will not be addicted to smoking!
self-mutilating is way better.
collected my tailor-made baju kurong.
woah.it's like totally grey.
haha.
bought grey skinnys!
chiodos shirt!
and a green day iron on patch!
only $37!
i wanna buy Havainas.or however you spell it.
but i have Crocs!
fine bestie.you draw so nice right?
i shall not draw anymore.
don't waste my efforts drawing for the person i thought
was my best friend.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:37 PM.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
i'm sorry.to those i've hurt/offended.
so i guess this is how it ends between the two of us.
though very short,it was worthwhile.
but certain people,just had to come into the picture,and make it worse.
just friends huh.
that's what they all say.
this is a shoutout.
do you hate seeing me hangin out with different gal-pals?
have you develop a liking for me?
is there something you're hiding for me?
am i too close to someone you hate?
are you jealous of other girls?
do you want me to stay away from your girl?
to tell you the truth.
i hate life.seriously.i do.
but thanks to*takes out the list of names*
Pearlyn Mommy.
Beatrice Granny.
Sherilyn my new friend.
Kimberly what's with equlibrium.
Kieran my best man.
Damian the close friend.
Debra you're so blur!
Nissa my #1 student.(i still can't believe)
a little more help from.
Mike.
Augustine.
but definitely.
My bestest friend in this yellow slippery world.
Marilyn Tan you chicken neneh!
seriously,truth be told.
I've been living in the denial that i'd moved on from that story.
in fact,i remember ever-so-clearly the message(s) you sent.
so i guess this is how it ends between the two of us.
though very short,it was worthwhile.
but certain people,just had to come into the picture,and make it worse.
just friends huh.
that's what they all say.
this is a shoutout.
do you hate seeing me hangin out with different gal-pals?
have you develop a liking for me?
is there something you're hiding for me?
am i too close to someone you hate?
are you jealous of other girls?
do you want me to stay away from your girl?
to tell you the truth.
i hate life.seriously.i do.
but thanks to*takes out the list of names*
Pearlyn Mommy.
Beatrice Granny.
Sherilyn my new friend.
Kimberly what's with equlibrium.
Kieran my best man.
Damian the close friend.
Debra you're so blur!
Nissa my #1 student.(i still can't believe)
a little more help from.
Mike.
Augustine.
but definitely.
My bestest friend in this yellow slippery world.
Marilyn Tan you chicken neneh!
seriously,truth be told.
I've been living in the denial that i'd moved on from that story.
in fact,i remember ever-so-clearly the message(s) you sent.
Labels: that special someone.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:29 AM.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
to my dear friend who cried.
do not worry girl.
it's not your fault.never was and it never will be.
i know how you feel.
please,don't cry.
i like you better with a smile on your face.
i'll kidnap you. :)
to my dear Bestie.
once upon a time,i thought you were irritating.
but then,you turned out to be the bestest friend.
how i wish we could turn back time.
just so we could have fun.
let me have you for a day,because i miss you.
and i want that Forum date.
you might be unreasonable,but that's ok.
stupid girl.
you're the bestest girl-friend a boy could have.
thank you.
to you know who.
i'm sorry.
i guess i'm not all good.
you deserve better.you really do.
i'm sorry if you were jealous.it's not her fault.
i hope you'd understand.
i don't have the heart to say those words.
thank you for the wonderful moments we've had together.
do not worry girl.
it's not your fault.never was and it never will be.
i know how you feel.
please,don't cry.
i like you better with a smile on your face.
i'll kidnap you. :)
to my dear Bestie.
once upon a time,i thought you were irritating.
but then,you turned out to be the bestest friend.
how i wish we could turn back time.
just so we could have fun.
let me have you for a day,because i miss you.
and i want that Forum date.
you might be unreasonable,but that's ok.
stupid girl.
you're the bestest girl-friend a boy could have.
thank you.
to you know who.
i'm sorry.
i guess i'm not all good.
you deserve better.you really do.
i'm sorry if you were jealous.it's not her fault.
i hope you'd understand.
i don't have the heart to say those words.
thank you for the wonderful moments we've had together.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 5:31 PM.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
oh fuck.i just remembered.
POA test today.later.
screw it.
school was okay today.
except for some things which can't be detailed here.
K's house afterwards!
man,when the mommy came home.
it was scary.
haha!
but fun nonetheless.
today isn't really much of a good day.
except for K's house.
that was the only good thing today.
and short short short conversation with bestie. :(
To a chair we see your breath in the air (breath in the air)
but only for a little while
Your cold pale skin and tainted purple lips
Let me embrace you with this kiss
And together we'll float like angels
Together... together we will float like angels
~Chiodos-The Words Best Friends Get Redefined~
POA test today.later.
screw it.
school was okay today.
except for some things which can't be detailed here.
K's house afterwards!
man,when the mommy came home.
it was scary.
haha!
but fun nonetheless.
today isn't really much of a good day.
except for K's house.
that was the only good thing today.
and short short short conversation with bestie. :(
To a chair we see your breath in the air (breath in the air)
but only for a little while
Your cold pale skin and tainted purple lips
Let me embrace you with this kiss
And together we'll float like angels
Together... together we will float like angels
~Chiodos-The Words Best Friends Get Redefined~
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:10 AM.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
5 in the morning,yo!
ok,just had breakfast.
i should be sleeping now.
so,ya.
i should go now.
hahaha.
yesterday was fun.
I never wanted it to stop
So I gave notice and I moved to the top
You opinion never weighed a ton
And your talking never hurt anyone
And now it's time to see what you got from me
But full understand can't be guaranteed
You say we had our fill but I move for the kill
I keep on doing it til' I get everybody everywhere
People are people and they're never scared away
~The Hives-No Pun Intended~
ok,just had breakfast.
i should be sleeping now.
so,ya.
i should go now.
hahaha.
yesterday was fun.
I never wanted it to stop
So I gave notice and I moved to the top
You opinion never weighed a ton
And your talking never hurt anyone
And now it's time to see what you got from me
But full understand can't be guaranteed
You say we had our fill but I move for the kill
I keep on doing it til' I get everybody everywhere
People are people and they're never scared away
~The Hives-No Pun Intended~
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 5:07 AM.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
school was kinda slack.
got caned for late coming.
darn.
my ass still hurts.a tiny weeny bit.
did overdue Petty Cash homework.
ended around 3.20?
walked out with Bitch,Augustine,Mike,Imran And James.
went home instead.
rested,showered.
and to granny's house to buka puasa with my cousins! Faris and Fatin.
haha.funny stuff.
Rosy was waiting at the void deck on my grandma's house.
sorry girl.
forced her to eat at Ljs.
walked her to the bus-stop.
took the stick ffrom her.
she 74-ed home.
thanks for the sour skittles!
and eat the pepper chicken puff. :)
i feel so sleepy already.
A little bit of rain I'd say is fair
But when it starts to thunder they all stare
This isn't goodnight, this is goodbye...
~Hot Hot Heat-Goodnight,Goodnight.~
got caned for late coming.
darn.
my ass still hurts.a tiny weeny bit.
did overdue Petty Cash homework.
ended around 3.20?
walked out with Bitch,Augustine,Mike,Imran And James.
went home instead.
rested,showered.
and to granny's house to buka puasa with my cousins! Faris and Fatin.
haha.funny stuff.
Rosy was waiting at the void deck on my grandma's house.
sorry girl.
forced her to eat at Ljs.
walked her to the bus-stop.
took the stick ffrom her.
she 74-ed home.
thanks for the sour skittles!
and eat the pepper chicken puff. :)
i feel so sleepy already.
A little bit of rain I'd say is fair
But when it starts to thunder they all stare
This isn't goodnight, this is goodbye...
~Hot Hot Heat-Goodnight,Goodnight.~
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:07 AM.
Monday, September 17, 2007
Marilyn.
there's nothin to say.
just know,you've got a friend in me.
even if i'm half-half.
'Friend'.
so you hate me.
ok,i hate you too.
you fucking racist bastard.
so what if you have the best camera,or the most expensive guitar.
you're still you,and that means,a bastard.
you can even play soccer for nuts.
i've learnt.
friends are hard to come by.
and i mean true friends.
lets treasure this people.
for me,
Damian.
Keith.
Kieran.
Marilyn.
Shengyi.
Augustine.
Aaron 'Bitch'
maybe,only maybe.
Pearlyn.
they're friends.
from what i've seen.
i know,you wont agree with me.
it's ok.
there you go again,girl.
you had me at 'Hello'.
i don't know what to do anymore.
is it me?
guess maybe you shouldn't have chosen me.
i don't know.
i just feel that,you like someone else.
i don't know who.
speculatin,just.
i'm sorry.
there's nothin to say.
just know,you've got a friend in me.
even if i'm half-half.
'Friend'.
so you hate me.
ok,i hate you too.
you fucking racist bastard.
so what if you have the best camera,or the most expensive guitar.
you're still you,and that means,a bastard.
you can even play soccer for nuts.
i've learnt.
friends are hard to come by.
and i mean true friends.
lets treasure this people.
for me,
Damian.
Keith.
Kieran.
Marilyn.
Shengyi.
Augustine.
Aaron 'Bitch'
maybe,only maybe.
Pearlyn.
they're friends.
from what i've seen.
i know,you wont agree with me.
it's ok.
there you go again,girl.
you had me at 'Hello'.
i don't know what to do anymore.
is it me?
guess maybe you shouldn't have chosen me.
i don't know.
i just feel that,you like someone else.
i don't know who.
speculatin,just.
i'm sorry.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:36 AM.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
oh.
Marilyn made mooncake
and fed me.
it was really delicious.
and no,i wasn't angry with you!
Marilyn made mooncake
and fed me.
it was really delicious.
and no,i wasn't angry with you!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:36 PM.
sorry.massive photo content.
i think.
Rosy's new ball.
courtesy of Augustine.
her ball.
in the air.
i think.
Rosy's new ball.
courtesy of Augustine.
her ball.
in the air.
Puvinthan in action
for Singapore Schools.
no.12
here.no.72.
Augustine Foo.
in the centre?
this belongs to Bestie.
i love Tubby Patrick.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 2:31 AM.
camwhored!
in class on friday before leaving for prayers.
The Unbelievable Trio!haha.
random.
tsk.Pravin wasn't listening to the teacher.
this was kinda candid.
cool.
so un-glam.
emo faggotry.
oh not my specs.mine way nicer than that!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 2:19 AM.
studied at LJS.
tahan-ed.
did abit of EMATH.Trigonometry.
it sucks.math sucks.
floorball.Singapore schools vs some team.
Augustine,Aaron 'Bitch',Puvin played.along with guys from Northland and dunno where.
they trashed the other team.
buka puasa with chips.was watching the game that's why.
fucking shit.
wait so long to break fast.
ate Macs with Rosy,Augustine and Bitch.
and home...
Bitch loaned his stick to Rosy.and i have to return it.oh well.
and she got her blue ball.
Fatpipe or Unihoc.
Augustine says Fatpipe.cause he gets discount.
alrighty.shall work for it.and start save ait.
please.
go away.
It's come together, it's time to change what the script reads
There's no such thing as happy endings
This masterpiece is finally ending slowly
Microphone psychiatry...
tahan-ed.
did abit of EMATH.Trigonometry.
it sucks.math sucks.
floorball.Singapore schools vs some team.
Augustine,Aaron 'Bitch',Puvin played.along with guys from Northland and dunno where.
they trashed the other team.
buka puasa with chips.was watching the game that's why.
fucking shit.
wait so long to break fast.
ate Macs with Rosy,Augustine and Bitch.
and home...
Bitch loaned his stick to Rosy.and i have to return it.oh well.
and she got her blue ball.
Fatpipe or Unihoc.
Augustine says Fatpipe.cause he gets discount.
alrighty.shall work for it.and start save ait.
please.
go away.
It's come together, it's time to change what the script reads
There's no such thing as happy endings
This masterpiece is finally ending slowly
Microphone psychiatry...
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 2:06 AM.
Friday, September 14, 2007
on the phone with Bestie now.who is supposedly studying.
hahah.
joke of the year.
today i went Friday prayers.then to j8 with Moley.
haha.the j8 busstop had this cute girl.
who was checkin one of us .
it was damn fuunny!
hahaha.
the others were having lunch so Moley left with Qi Yuan.
i stayed cause i wanted to play catching.
won't tell you where.haha
hide-and-seek!
met Bestie afterwards.
dragged to Toa Payoh with her.
and she forgot that i was fasting.
even PEARLYN AND MANDY KNEW!
hahaha.
it's ok,i know i forgot you were grounded.
aiya.i don't feel like it today.
the feeling's gone for today.
hahaha.
maybe later.
ciao.
hahah.
joke of the year.
today i went Friday prayers.then to j8 with Moley.
haha.the j8 busstop had this cute girl.
who was checkin one of us .
it was damn fuunny!
hahaha.
the others were having lunch so Moley left with Qi Yuan.
i stayed cause i wanted to play catching.
won't tell you where.haha
hide-and-seek!
met Bestie afterwards.
dragged to Toa Payoh with her.
and she forgot that i was fasting.
even PEARLYN AND MANDY KNEW!
hahaha.
it's ok,i know i forgot you were grounded.
aiya.i don't feel like it today.
the feeling's gone for today.
hahaha.
maybe later.
ciao.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 10:54 PM.
first day of the fasting month.
and i did it!
i even played soccer during PE!
oh oh.the two boys,Imran and me,were in the same team.
though you lost by a single goal,eventual score was 6-5.we held on throughout the game!
and i scored from a goalkick!
yup,you read it right.i did.
nothin much happened.
except that i like Coordinate Geometry.(eh,for now at least.)
i'm finally making the effort to do my work,especially Emath.
trying to do the revision worksheets she gave with the help of Rosalie Chai Meiyi of course.
[see,i'm so modest! unlike you.you ass]
hahaha.staying up.she's got five essays to complete before school starts.
in like 7 hours.
oh.
it seems that only me and Imran can 'tahan' the sight of food.
we were seating at the canteen watching the others eat.
while Moley,Ray and i-dunno-who were at level 4.
too lazyy and weak.
losers.
and i did it!
i even played soccer during PE!
oh oh.the two boys,Imran and me,were in the same team.
though you lost by a single goal,eventual score was 6-5.we held on throughout the game!
and i scored from a goalkick!
yup,you read it right.i did.
nothin much happened.
except that i like Coordinate Geometry.(eh,for now at least.)
i'm finally making the effort to do my work,especially Emath.
trying to do the revision worksheets she gave with the help of Rosalie Chai Meiyi of course.
[see,i'm so modest! unlike you.you ass]
hahaha.staying up.she's got five essays to complete before school starts.
in like 7 hours.
oh.
it seems that only me and Imran can 'tahan' the sight of food.
we were seating at the canteen watching the others eat.
while Moley,Ray and i-dunno-who were at level 4.
too lazyy and weak.
losers.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:32 AM.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
it's pouring outside.
gosh.
i miss you.
if only i'd read your message,i would be sleeping.
but i feel like shit now.
can i play in the rain now?
can i sneak out and in my jersey,pants and slippers,
enjoy the rain?
then fall sick and not go to school later.
watching Russell Peters.
laughed at the computer screen.
but i blocked the noise with my pillow.haha.
ok,who reads this blog?
goodnight.
and so long.
gosh.
i miss you.
if only i'd read your message,i would be sleeping.
but i feel like shit now.
can i play in the rain now?
can i sneak out and in my jersey,pants and slippers,
enjoy the rain?
then fall sick and not go to school later.
watching Russell Peters.
laughed at the computer screen.
but i blocked the noise with my pillow.haha.
ok,who reads this blog?
goodnight.
and so long.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:44 AM.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
eh.
fine.
this is for bestie.
hello,MARILYN TAN!
She is my best friend.
and my best friend is love.
Gosh.
She's trying to convince me to wear BOWTIE for her Confirmation.
I dunno why.
why should i wear so formal?
and just for her sake?
and let everyone see how i look like.
Darn her.
i hope you're happy.
oh today,my seniors caught me.
darn them.
screw them lah.
fine.
this is for bestie.
hello,MARILYN TAN!
She is my best friend.
and my best friend is love.
Gosh.
She's trying to convince me to wear BOWTIE for her Confirmation.
I dunno why.
why should i wear so formal?
and just for her sake?
and let everyone see how i look like.
Darn her.
i hope you're happy.
oh today,my seniors caught me.
darn them.
screw them lah.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 10:24 PM.
Monday, September 10, 2007
i hate you.
now,more than ever before.
FUCK YOU.
why you blaming me for your disadvantages?
i'm such a disappointment right?
why don't you just disown me.
it's a win-win situation.
you'll never have to worry about me.
and me.
i'll just live with this in mind,"i'd never had parents."
all i asked for.was just TEN FUCKING DOLLARS.
and you.being your usual self.
had difficulties trying to listen.
FUCK YOU!
I DIDN'T RAISE MY VOICE YOU BITCH!
you stupid or what?
you can't even see the tears rolling down my cheeks.
and you still call yourself a mom.
now,more than ever before.
FUCK YOU.
why you blaming me for your disadvantages?
i'm such a disappointment right?
why don't you just disown me.
it's a win-win situation.
you'll never have to worry about me.
and me.
i'll just live with this in mind,"i'd never had parents."
all i asked for.was just TEN FUCKING DOLLARS.
and you.being your usual self.
had difficulties trying to listen.
FUCK YOU!
I DIDN'T RAISE MY VOICE YOU BITCH!
you stupid or what?
you can't even see the tears rolling down my cheeks.
and you still call yourself a mom.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:25 PM.
gosh.
i passed Chemistry. 10/20
and P.O.A. 12/20
but i failed Physics.9.5/20
school was routine.
again i was sleepy.
Imran was crappy.
and the class was usual?
i went Kieran's house after school.
played XBox while he was having tuition.
and talked about usual good friends stuffs.
girls. duh.
yay! i won him 3-2 in FIFA 07.
though i was given a headstart.
left when he went for mass.
sorry eh bestie.
tomorrow.
and Confirmation.uhem.bowtie maybe.haha
hello.mr and mars Danial Afiq's parents.
I'm very hungry!
i passed Chemistry. 10/20
and P.O.A. 12/20
but i failed Physics.9.5/20
school was routine.
again i was sleepy.
Imran was crappy.
and the class was usual?
i went Kieran's house after school.
played XBox while he was having tuition.
and talked about usual good friends stuffs.
girls. duh.
yay! i won him 3-2 in FIFA 07.
though i was given a headstart.
left when he went for mass.
sorry eh bestie.
tomorrow.
and Confirmation.uhem.bowtie maybe.haha
hello.mr and mars Danial Afiq's parents.
I'm very hungry!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 8:23 PM.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
when he told me that you weren't doing so well.
i didn't know i was at fault..
i was pulling down the drain with me.
i didn't know,you were getting worse.
academically.
i just realized.i am pulling you down.
i always distract you.
i'll try and find ways to prevent you from doing work.
that's it.
i'm gonna try.
try and concentrate.
and let you do your work.
i can't promise that,shit!
you know how i am.
you know me too well.
i didn't know i was at fault..
i was pulling down the drain with me.
i didn't know,you were getting worse.
academically.
i just realized.i am pulling you down.
i always distract you.
i'll try and find ways to prevent you from doing work.
that's it.
i'm gonna try.
try and concentrate.
and let you do your work.
i can't promise that,shit!
you know how i am.
you know me too well.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:58 PM.
oh fuck.
school tomorrow.
darn.
ok,must study.and i mean STUDY!
not go to the library,sleep,read FOXTROT and doin shit.
so today. i met Rosy.like any other day.
i think i didn't see her for only one day this week.woah.
supposed to meet her outside church but stupid nagging delayed me.
went Marine Parade Library!? and i did work.wow.
and obviously,annoy her.and prevent her from doin hers.
then to East Coast but it was eeee.crowded with ?!?!?!?!
headed to AMK macs.dinner then to the library to borrow a malay book.
and home.
yesterday.gosh.
Esplanade was infested with MATS & MINAHS.
yuck! funny how i despise them.
shall not offend them.i'm like also their race.
just not a MAT.
i don't wanna sleep.
maybe with you,i do.
but now,no i don't.
hahahaha.
screw it.
my aim is to pass{duh!} and you know.
mug thru sec 4 and off to Poly!
school tomorrow.
darn.
ok,must study.and i mean STUDY!
not go to the library,sleep,read FOXTROT and doin shit.
so today. i met Rosy.like any other day.
i think i didn't see her for only one day this week.woah.
supposed to meet her outside church but stupid nagging delayed me.
went Marine Parade Library!? and i did work.wow.
and obviously,annoy her.and prevent her from doin hers.
then to East Coast but it was eeee.crowded with ?!?!?!?!
headed to AMK macs.dinner then to the library to borrow a malay book.
and home.
yesterday.gosh.
Esplanade was infested with MATS & MINAHS.
yuck! funny how i despise them.
shall not offend them.i'm like also their race.
just not a MAT.
i don't wanna sleep.
maybe with you,i do.
but now,no i don't.
hahahaha.
screw it.
my aim is to pass{duh!} and you know.
mug thru sec 4 and off to Poly!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 11:34 PM.
Saturday, September 8, 2007
pictures of recent events.
damn.
we have yet to take a team photo!
warming up.
Augustine took this.
yes,i know i stick out my tongue.natural.
and no Marilyn,i don't wear my pants high.
damn.now where do i go?
don't ask.
random.
Rosy took it.
yup.i ate seafood.
first time!
awesome band.awesome shirt.
awesome person wearing shirt.
Chua punched me.Ang then blocked me.
ahh.
after trainin.it was drizzling.
no coaches around
damn.
we have yet to take a team photo!
warming up.
Augustine took this.
yes,i know i stick out my tongue.natural.
and no Marilyn,i don't wear my pants high.
damn.now where do i go?
don't ask.
random.
Rosy took it.
yup.i ate seafood.
first time!
awesome band.awesome shirt.
awesome person wearing shirt.
Chua punched me.Ang then blocked me.
ahh.
after trainin.it was drizzling.
no coaches around
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:11 AM.
hello.
i'm okay now.
handsome united VS some 18yr olds.
we lost 4-3.but it's ok.
Aaron Ang is my financial assistant.whatever that means.
hahaha.
Marilyn Tan almost made me miss the last bus home.
gosh,supper should be earlier.
as long as i do not miss the last bus home.
this is a random post.
you stupid girl.
please take your no-fat lollipop!
hahaha.
i'm okay now.
handsome united VS some 18yr olds.
we lost 4-3.but it's ok.
Aaron Ang is my financial assistant.whatever that means.
hahaha.
Marilyn Tan almost made me miss the last bus home.
gosh,supper should be earlier.
as long as i do not miss the last bus home.
this is a random post.
you stupid girl.
please take your no-fat lollipop!
hahaha.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:42 AM.
Thursday, September 6, 2007
i wanna be like Gerard Way in the video for 'I'm Not Okay(I Promise)',
screaming those brilliant words
"I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY!"
screaming those brilliant words
"I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY!"
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:46 AM.
i tell you.
all my other posts.
all gone!vanished!
damn lah.
stupid shit.
why should i?
internet's your bitchabout corner.
bitch yak bitch yak bitch yak.
i really hope you're happy.
asshole.
friends can't be trusted afterall.
took me quite awhile to realize that.
hey there!
anyone wanna bitch about someone with me on the internet?*with super duper sarcastic tone*
all my other posts.
all gone!vanished!
damn lah.
stupid shit.
why should i?
internet's your bitchabout corner.
bitch yak bitch yak bitch yak.
i really hope you're happy.
asshole.
friends can't be trusted afterall.
took me quite awhile to realize that.
hey there!
anyone wanna bitch about someone with me on the internet?*with super duper sarcastic tone*
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 12:09 AM.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
i cry.
so what?
you mean you don't?
you never once cried in your fucking life?
life's indeed changing.
you start seeing who your real friends are.
you see your friends betraying your trust.
and you see your friendship with someone,
changing,drastically.
it's bad.
i can't trust anyone.
not a single fucking soul.
you stole my heart.
and took care of it.
then you tore it apart.
and burned it up in a barbeque pit.
you promised.
you will care.
and most of all,
you'll be there.
when i offered my heart.
you tried to runaway.
and just like a wooden cart,
you pushed me away.
you tried to escape,
and you moved away.
at least,you're not dead.
but why can't you stay?
so what?
you mean you don't?
you never once cried in your fucking life?
life's indeed changing.
you start seeing who your real friends are.
you see your friends betraying your trust.
and you see your friendship with someone,
changing,drastically.
it's bad.
i can't trust anyone.
not a single fucking soul.
you stole my heart.
and took care of it.
then you tore it apart.
and burned it up in a barbeque pit.
you promised.
you will care.
and most of all,
you'll be there.
when i offered my heart.
you tried to runaway.
and just like a wooden cart,
you pushed me away.
you tried to escape,
and you moved away.
at least,you're not dead.
but why can't you stay?
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:21 AM.
"i'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die.so let me live my life,the way i want to."JIMI HENDRIX
everytime,everyday.
i have to lie. to you and to myself.
i put up a front,so everyone's happy.
i wipe away any sign of sadness and those tears.
i don't wanna hurt you anymore.
inside,you're breaking down.
i know you are.
i think that's enough for you.
'inside i hope you know i'm dyin.
with my heart beside me
in shattered pices that may never be replaced.
and if i die right now,
you'll never be the same.'
that's how you are.
i mean.
i've brought you down.
into my world.
and now,you don't wanna leave.
cause you wanna help me.
oh,and happy happy one month.
everytime,everyday.
i have to lie. to you and to myself.
i put up a front,so everyone's happy.
i wipe away any sign of sadness and those tears.
i don't wanna hurt you anymore.
inside,you're breaking down.
i know you are.
i think that's enough for you.
'inside i hope you know i'm dyin.
with my heart beside me
in shattered pices that may never be replaced.
and if i die right now,
you'll never be the same.'
that's how you are.
i mean.
i've brought you down.
into my world.
and now,you don't wanna leave.
cause you wanna help me.
oh,and happy happy one month.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:25 AM.
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
i'm sorry.
curses.
i don't know.
i don't know what's going on.
i'm only human.
and still only 14.(rmb 30 nov!)
i guess,my mistakes was major.
so it's fair.
that,my consequences are dire.
you know what.
screw this.
i mean everyone.
tell me.
who am i?
curses.
i don't know.
i don't know what's going on.
i'm only human.
and still only 14.(rmb 30 nov!)
i guess,my mistakes was major.
so it's fair.
that,my consequences are dire.
you know what.
screw this.
i mean everyone.
tell me.
who am i?
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:30 AM.
Monday, September 3, 2007
yup.i was a timy weeny kepper back then.
whether i'm cute or not.that's up to you. :)
this is random.
check out those ghostly legs! with slippers!
oh,and the kitty is cute.
uploaded randomly.i'm really bored.
candid shot of me lying down in Borders.
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 2:12 AM.
so,i met Rosy yesterday.
was at home till around 5.30.
was watching CSI and some Bollywood dvd my sis bought.
left in my new shoes and bag.
i look like some ass skater who lost his board or something.
haha.
ok,arrived at j8 ard 6.10.returned library books,walked ard.
she was still cycling,but was already near.
then sat at the busstop,stoned,at met Chee.
exchange 'hellos' and he left.
walked towards the interchange to wait for her.
well,decided to read my book,"something incredible this was comes."
it's about MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
read for almost half an hour till she arrived.which was almost an hour already waiting for her.
took 57 to Bugis to get my shirt altered.and suprisingly,the uncle recognized me.
he even remembered my BESTIE!hahaha.
i got a free dinner! cause she said she would treat me since she was late.
then walked from Singapore River to One Fullerton to have Starbucks and to Esplanade where we took 133 back to Ang Mo Kio.
yes yes,i know you're getting bored.just awhile more.
missed my 74 which was directly behind.took 88 instead.
and home! at approximately 12.15!
not bad,not too early,not too late.
Bestie.hurry lah!
man,no 1-2 hour conversations damn boring you know!
was at home till around 5.30.
was watching CSI and some Bollywood dvd my sis bought.
left in my new shoes and bag.
i look like some ass skater who lost his board or something.
haha.
ok,arrived at j8 ard 6.10.returned library books,walked ard.
she was still cycling,but was already near.
then sat at the busstop,stoned,at met Chee.
exchange 'hellos' and he left.
walked towards the interchange to wait for her.
well,decided to read my book,"something incredible this was comes."
it's about MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
read for almost half an hour till she arrived.which was almost an hour already waiting for her.
took 57 to Bugis to get my shirt altered.and suprisingly,the uncle recognized me.
he even remembered my BESTIE!hahaha.
i got a free dinner! cause she said she would treat me since she was late.
then walked from Singapore River to One Fullerton to have Starbucks and to Esplanade where we took 133 back to Ang Mo Kio.
yes yes,i know you're getting bored.just awhile more.
missed my 74 which was directly behind.took 88 instead.
and home! at approximately 12.15!
not bad,not too early,not too late.
Bestie.hurry lah!
man,no 1-2 hour conversations damn boring you know!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 1:58 AM.
Saturday, September 1, 2007
after class events and stuffs.
pool with Renee,Augustine,Mindi and Rosy at Monstercue.
met Tinaes,Jon,Nelson and that guy who wears the fake puma!
yay!i won Augustine.
but i had to treat Renee to a regular cup of yami yoghurt.
then bus to Peninsula.Renee bought a pair of those girl slip-ons?at FAMOUS BRANDS.
and i got two new shirts from the Aunty shop. Underoath and Atreyu.
damn,the Underoath so tight,i feel like an EMO KID!
ahhh.no!
nothin much actually.yesterday just felt like a weekend.
i'm still up now.
and i'm goin to Melaka.just for high-tea and shoppin.
one-day trip.
don't miss me too much yall!
haha.
need to get those brown skinnys!
ok,i'm still up.
i can't seem to fall asleep.
i shall eat beancurd now.
bye!
goodmorning!
pool with Renee,Augustine,Mindi and Rosy at Monstercue.
met Tinaes,Jon,Nelson and that guy who wears the fake puma!
yay!i won Augustine.
but i had to treat Renee to a regular cup of yami yoghurt.
then bus to Peninsula.Renee bought a pair of those girl slip-ons?at FAMOUS BRANDS.
and i got two new shirts from the Aunty shop. Underoath and Atreyu.
damn,the Underoath so tight,i feel like an EMO KID!
ahhh.no!
nothin much actually.yesterday just felt like a weekend.
i'm still up now.
and i'm goin to Melaka.just for high-tea and shoppin.
one-day trip.
don't miss me too much yall!
haha.
need to get those brown skinnys!
ok,i'm still up.
i can't seem to fall asleep.
i shall eat beancurd now.
bye!
goodmorning!
Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most. 3:09 AM.